Sunday, June 29, 2008
That persistent girl.
Why does she keep thinking of the same thing that affected her?
Why does she keep thinking of the same thing that affected her?
Can't she let go?
What's there to lose?
Why can't she ignore what people said?
Why can't she do what her mum advised her to do?
The tears that didn't flow flowed.
Nothing to tell people, nothing to give people
Nothing at all.
Let's prioritize what is important in my life now.
Studies, friends, family, fun.
Which is first?
Which is second?
Which is third?
Which is fourth?
Get it straight and into your thick head.
And NOT FORGET it anymore.
Mood swing ALOT these 2-3 days. Wondering what the hell is wrong with me.
A BIG SORRY to those people I affected.
I used to ignore those words why can't I do it now? Why did I let those words affect my mood, affect me? I'm not transparent. I'm a human too. I can be affected too. If it seems fun to see me cry see me affected, well, you guys did it! Congrats. Because you guys just make my existence even smaller. Rants.
I shall continue smiling everyday, no matter what happens, and ignore the words. Just think of what you have just prioritize and move on.
I missed you(: 11:24 AM.
