HE STILL HAVE NOT ACCEPT YET... WHIIE HE DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT? DON'T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND ARHS?! STUPID LARHS.
SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS..
today is practical day XD. got maths tutorial.. well.. i finish my tutorial quite fast. XD like. finish in 1hr bahs. XD then eat with seesoon, go study bit with usual people. kena photo-ed a unglam photo of me .. well its pretty funny. yesh i know i am not pretty like you guys XD..
do practicals quite fun.. titration XD. cool.. finish at 2pm like that XD
pei grace to one-stop centre with crystal. then went home while grace sent me a very vulgar picture. YEAH THANKS GRACE XD. but the picture quite nice okayys. creative XD . this photo was taken out PIPC lab. XD cool!!! thanks grace for the nice creative picture.
Reach home at 230 liddat XD bus quite fast. I was thinking alot of things on the way back. Thinking about life. I realised i really shouldn't try and complain about how bad my life is. There are people out there whose life is worse than me. Just to list an example. I saw a "special" student on the way to school on the bus, and I was thinking her life is worse than mine, but she seems to be living happier than me. I probably have things that she doesn't have, example material needs. but she definitely have things I may have lost, things like confidence and experience, good attitude. Why should I complain about my hand open money come life? Instead I should reflect on my life. and on my attitude. I should start to live more happily by being forgiving. I need to accept what i have as life is UNFAIR. Nothing in this world is fair. Absolutely nothing. Friends are able to betray you just because they wanted to gain fame / friendship. Therefore I hate those type of people. Definitely will not forgive them.Yeah, I maybe can put braces!! I know maybe I am a little late, but better late than nothing!! Hope I can put braces!! Yesh thank you Mama Papa!! Hope can!!!
I missed you(: 5:17 PM.
its CRYSTAL's birthday! her birthday cake
haha, the birthday girl

me at macdonalds with yanling bored

me at house..

me on bus troubled

me looking sadly at the laptop at macdonalds

totally bored

colour one

crystal birthday:27july1990
happy birthday
my mood now is fucking moody.
i totally got no mood.
bye.
wish: hope my idol will add me in friendster
wish: hope i can get good results.
I missed you(: 9:08 PM.

ohaiyo! long time never blog liao nia.. anyway. finally today finish some big major quizzes. Having a big headache on them. Well i think i am really noobie. Haha.hope i don't feel anything . think i really need to work abit harder. BC dunno what DR LIM talking .. chapter 7 goner. OC the teacher arhs. also dunno what she talking is chimiology. HAP hai hao bahs xD. PIPC wah the old man teach i also dunno what he talking. basically i think i going to die . yeah TY
Just notice that, i got IDOL.. i mean i idolizes people.. lmao. xD having an idol is quite fun. U fantasize about them. everybody out there should try having an idol. hope the person will accept me in friendster xD heheheee xD
bored now going to play audi sayonara !!! xD huggies..
I missed you(: 5:25 PM.
hihi.. I am back xDFinally my laptop is back.. I miss you laptop so much. I need u laptop!!! Please don't spoil again.. I promise I will take good care of you from now onwards.. Please don't spoil again..WEll... this week was abit terrible abit good. i scalded my right 1st 4 fingers. Went to see the doctor.. GOt 2 days MC xD painkillers and cream.. sadd... but i got to rest for 2 days.. pretty cool... totally slacked. which i am dead cause next week got exams. practically this week cannot play audi. need to study study study.yeah study study gotta slp. tomor got maths test. please let me do well. thanks I LOVE SEESOON.. cause i know he will never betray me . right? my friends too. nyties people
I missed you(: 9:36 PM.
i am very sorry to say that i AM FUCKING ANGRY NOW .
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY LAPTOP. I ONLI BOUGHT FOR LESS THAN HALF A YEAR AND IT HANGS . WHAT THE FUCK. SORRY IF YOU READ AND SEE ITS FULL OF FUCK WORDS AND ASSHOLES. BUT IN THE HELL READS MY BLOG PEOPLE ONLY COME HERE AND TAG AND ONLY 2 TO 3 PEOPLE COME AND TAG. THEREFORE SOME TIMES I REALLY WONDER WHAT IS MY BLOG DOING HERE WHEN NOBODY IS HERE TO READ IT. MAYBE ITS BECAUSE ALL OF YOU DONT LIKE ME . WELL I TRIED MY BEST TO FIT INTO YOU GUYS BUT OBVIOUSLY ITS NOT WORKING. WELL I WANT TO GIVE UP . I WILL GIVE UP SOON.
EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS NOT WORKING RIGHT. FIRST MY LAPTOP IS FUCKING GOING CRAZY. NEXT I AM HAVING A FUCKING HEADACHE. THIRD I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO WORK RIGHT. AND ITS NOT WORKING RIGHT. FOURTH MY AUDI IS GETTING NOOBER AND NOOBER. WHY CANNOT I BE LUCKY LIKE ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE. I REALLY HATE MY FATE MY DESTINY WHATEVER U CALL IT . WHY CANNOT MY LIFE JUST BE LUCKY. ITS NOT FAIR TO ME !!!! FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
MAYBE I REALLY SHOULD NOT CONTROL LIVING IN THIS WORLD.
I missed you(: 10:46 PM.
i am fucking stress
why cant i just make a decision on something
and set my mind to never change it again
why!!!
hell me.
i am tired and feeling shitty.
do not want to go for camp.
tired . and dont want to go for camp
sigh
why nobody can understand!!!
i need time out
TIME OUT TIME OUT
I WANT TIME TO STOP HERE
WHERE I CAN BE FREE
AND EASY
DONT WANT TO BE TIRED DOWN
DAMN ASSHOLE
I missed you(: 11:14 PM.